The Kaiger Blog

notebook scans idea

2011-09-07T10:36:00.000-07:00

ive been thinking of just uploading my scans of the stuff i write. i think it would be more engaging and interesting to read stuff writtn in my messy left handed writing. what do you think? does anyone even read this blog? i wonder but at the same time i dont care. it doesn't matter right now. it works for me and that is why i made it.

It's Working

2011-08-19T16:25:00.000-07:00

The exercises so far in just two days have been very successful. I've had more energy, I'm more willing and motivated to help people and talk to people. I'm more aware of stuff with a healthy desire to improve. I'm more allowing of stuff. Even myself.

I feel good. This is actually fun, as it should be.

So to be continued. I wish I could make my own techno music. I know not a thing about how to do that.

Returning to Notebooks

2011-08-17T18:31:00.000-07:00

I've decided to go back to the notebooks with a fresh and simplistic plan.

I have five new simple phrases that should work better. I want these things to be a habitual and predominant thought pattern of mine. I am brainwashing myself. Hypnotizing myself, sure. I know it works and I know it is good for me. I just had to figure out something simple and do-able everyday that is very versatile to use in all kinds of daily situations. The way I was doing it before couldn't hold my attention. I change my mind too often and I'd want to focus on something better. However, I feel like these phrases are much better and I will explain why....

The best things are here now. (or happening now)

I have the power!

I am happy.

I feel great!

I love everyone.

These are a good basis. These are easy and quick to say and have plenty of reasoning behind it for your brain to work on. The more your brain works on these things, the more things can come into your life that match those vibrations to continue to make you really feel happy, great, loved, etc...

I have two ways of working on these things.

One way is to exercise (aerobic, lightly) and repeat the words over and over as I move my body for the full five minutes. If I get tired moving around, I stretch. At the moment I am in a small room, so I am unable to jump around and work out aggressively. But I will. I imagine working out in a large room being able to run, jump and move about more. That day will happen. I like to play fast moving techno music with no words so I can pay attention to the repeated mantras I am chant out loud while moving my body to the beat.

The other way is to sit in a comfortable spot, with soothing music... eyes closed, relaxed. I may still do some floor stretching along with this batch of doing these exercises. I will practice breathing as well. This will be done chanting everything in my head over and over silently.

I will do my best to do each of these types (physical/mental) each day. I've done the physical part already today and will do this mental part after I finish writing this.

That should be a good start to this next chapter in my search for balance. It's got relaxation and exercise in it so I think it's a good mix. Tell you how it works out eventually.

Taking a break from Zazzle

2011-08-17T18:13:00.000-07:00

I don't really want to rant or ramble on here, but I've decided to take a break from designing on Zazzle. It has to do in the way of content review and the removal of my designs has been run.

I will admit, most of my ideas are not original. That doesn't mean I am not creative. I was having fun making t-shirts out of various lyrics of songs and such. But someone out there clearly did not. I don't really care that they took down many of my designs. The frustrating part is no one over in that department would take the time to explain to me in a person to person email as to what the exact problem is. The explanations they give are always vague, cold, and robotic. And what is more puzzling, is once one of my designs was removed, I would search Zazzle for similar items and find them still for sale. Quite often the difference from mine and theirs was a change in the font. These designers had no more right than I to post these words or phrases. But there they still stood.

I did flag one thing just to see how the process worked and yes that shirt has since been removed. I didn't want to flag it or remove it. I honestly was just puzzled as to why mine would get flagged asap, however similar things that are over a year old still stood.

I still don't understand how Zazzle's content review works. It certainly wasn't working for me. Maybe I will return, but I think it is a good idea I stay away for some time. I swore at them in an email which isn't like me at all and very unprofessional. But since it feels like I was talking to a cold robotic essence on the internet, I'm sure I didn't hurt their feelings. Hopefully they don't delete my page. lol. If they do, I will find something else to be successful with. No worries and too late now, anyway.

I never said I was perfect.

Stretching Calves

2011-08-17T18:10:00.000-07:00

I've been exercising and stretching lately. This was a helpful stretch.

Checking in.....

2011-08-11T20:12:00.000-07:00

I wanted to check in quickly to report on what I've been up to, and what I have not been up to. So here is the brief:

The notebook mind power project is quite dead. I haven't made much time daily for it. However, I have used what I've learned from it to do various things during my day in five minute increments. A lot of it has to do with gratitude and health and it is done usually in the morning as I get ready for work.

I've been doing small easy things to start getting into the habit of getting back in shape. This includes sit ups, lifting 5 lb dumbbells for my biceps and triceps. Doing squats and lunges and of course stretching. And the magic number here for these exercises is 25. 25 repetition or 25 seconds for stretching various body parts and that's it. It is definitely better than doing nothing at all and it's pretty easy to complete. I'm not going to let my body get frumpy and saggy this soon... but I will do the bare minimum to maintain it for now. I still have plenty of high metabolism left so I can.

I promise to put down the video games and the reddits when I am home. It is a time waster and a half and I really don't have the time to waste of these things. I'll only reddit when I'm bored at work waiting for something or someone and have no other duties at the moment.

I've put in some work and new ideas on my Zazzle site. I could write a long ongoing rant about how they have flagged and removed some of my work while I still see other similar items stay up on their site (that look ten times less professional than my work). But I'm really more interested in moving forward. I'm actually thankful for their services and how they keep me safe from getting sued. That is really cool and I'm not kidding. I am very grateful!! I just wish that if they removed my work, they should remove all items that are also breaking this code of ethics and not just leave them up only to confuse me into thinking that since they do it, I can do it but only better!!! Only to find out I get flagged cause my stuff is actually good enough that someone might want to buy it. Do you know what they told me? They basically told me the only way that they would remove the other stuff done by other creators would be for me to report it myself. Guess what? I'm not going to do that. I don't care what you design. I don't care who's copyright you infringe on. It's not my repsonsiblity to police the Zazzle site. It's Zazzle's. Oh look at all the junk I just wrote! I didn't mean to go on and on like that. I ranted anyway. hmmm.

I'd like to get back to watching this new show/series called 'game of thrones.' Have you heard of it?
It's very good! Lots of drama and boobies and incest medieval sexy stuff, though. Awkward. lol.

Control F is your friend

2011-08-07T16:49:00.000-07:00

Secret of the day: Control F is awesome. Want to find the information your are looking for faster? Then Control F is for you!
All you need to know is what you want to find on the page. It might be a word, phrase or a number...
Just hold Control and hit F and type what appears in the little popup block. Usually your cursor goes right in there so you can just start typing and hit enter. I just wanted to share that brilliant nugget for those who may not know about it. hmmmm....!

Try it. Control+F. I love you. The internet world would be way slower without you.

It's amazing how many people do know know or do not regularly utilize that convenient feature!
See ya.

your own holy grail

2011-08-07T15:23:00.000-07:00

I got a new penpad yesterday and I love it!
Look:

It's very good! I had a little bit of learning curve with it but I got it pretty well under control within the past 24 hours. I also love being able to hook my laptop up to my tv and sit back, relax and browse the web with a pen and sturdy pad in my lap. It is so much better than being hunched over with my wrist at an awkward position holding the mouse. Bye bye backaches!

Is this too dark? Oh well. I looks a lot brighter IRL.

SO I was thinking about the holy grail just a moment ago. You know, the holy cup with the nectar of the gods thing? I was thinking of it as a metaphor for a super ultra mega power imaginary cup that holds all your talents and everything that makes you feel good and alive. And you drink from that cup everyday and give thanks! As you sip from it you find yourself saying "Yes! That's exactly it!" or "I am enjoying this moment" or simply "I'm happy." It's when you are inspired. It's just another metaphor for being connected to God, the inner or outer being however way you look at the rest of yourself, source, your subconsciousness, etc etc.

Everybody has one and Everybody's holy grail is different. You know what it is? It's knowing whatever works best for you to attain and maintain happiness and being those things (happy, working with the mental tools that work best) at the same time. Even and especially in the face of bad situations when it is most difficult to do so. That is what drinking fro your own holy grail is. We all do it at times, but the most successful people are drinking so-to-say from their "cup" all the time by habit. It becomes completely natural. I want that habit.

Drink from your own holy grail everyday. Why?
Because it's good for you, that's why!

Anyway. My head is spinning with ideas at the moment. I recently found something cool that looks to be like a fun thing to do with my spare time to make some extra money AND use it as a channel in which to send out my love and appreciation to other people and hopefully inspire some people. How crazy is that? I'm excited!

Scheduling times

2011-08-03T18:42:00.000-07:00

The idea of sitting down to do these "mind exercises" sounds very boring. And it is. It's like a tedious chore I don't really get excited about. That is the honest truth. I don't think I've mentioned it before but I have done this for a full 90 days earlier this year and after I hit that goal I slid out of the routine only because great and wondrous things still had not happened, and I was hardly "transformed" as I was told I would be. Not yet anyway. I was doing ok, though.

Honestly I found myself doing these day to day exercises in different ways just to change it up. Some times I would just repeat it sitting down with eyes closed, or staring into a candle, or lying down before I go to bed (they say you shouldn't do that), I've done it in the morning before I get out of bed (this was a bad idea and caused me to fall back asleep or not focus for the full 5 minutes), I would even put music on and dance and repeat these phrases. I wasn't sure if that was ok, but no one said I couldn't do it that way. But overall I felt like many times I was doing it half-assed. I didn't know if that mattered either. At least I did it everyday. I thought that was good enough.

I'm re-living the feelings from before. "What a drag" - "What a waste of time" - "I feel like a crazy person"... just to name a few random thoughts. I've found myself a little bit depressed lately. It is definitely my current situation and how I am making myself think about things that are making me slightly depressed and not the exercises themselves. The past two days I've had instances where I felt the urge to cry only to feel relief from the weird stress in my brain so I can relax. It feels like grieving.

Anyway. I just wanted to document and report that for today.

"Scheduling Times" I would like to try to split up a few of these times so it is not such a drag.
I'm thinking to do 2 things in the morning... (currently "Everyday in everyway things are getting better and better" and "thank you for my healthy body" done with light exercise) would be a start.

The thing is now I have to do it. I'm not so good at getting up in the morning and I've tried every thing I can think of and nothing has worked. I love sleeping in. I hate getting up. I have no idea how to change that. I've had few spirts of days here and there where getting up is easy. But I always revert back to my lazy morning self.

Repeating stuff everyday

2011-08-01T18:26:00.000-07:00

Repeating stuff everyday is boring. But it can also be fun.

Depends on what you are doing, I guess.

Part of me knows the time I spend repeating phrases over and over to myself in the mirror is a very awesome and powerful mind tool that works. It causes me to think about things and feel good things about it like better outcomes. Fortune. Blessing. It is peaceful.

But it is also madness and silliness. I completely get that too. I feel very insane and silly watching myself repeat a phrase over and over. But it's not that bad. I have to make myself do it sometimes. It's not always like I want to sit in front of a mirror and repeat a nice thing to say. I just have a feeling it really works.

I think it would be a pretty cool teaching tool for kids. Have you ever had to write a sentance over and over when you were younger? That was a negative boring drag... and you might hurt your hand from writing so much.

But it only works good when you think of good things. (If you were to repeat something terrible, you're pretty stupid.) When we consciously and unconsciously repeat anything over and over it is somehow embedded in your psyche and carries a meaning that really means something to you and how your day to day life is lived. Lyrics, commercials, television movies. Day to day personal stuff. Don't say "Everyone thinks I'm idiot." - - say "People like how clever I am." and smile. and feel thankful for your cleverness. Something like that.

I'm good enough, I'm smart enough and gosh darnit... people like me!

Here are my extra nerd points to help prove my point:

It looks insane, but it get's them charisma points! lol

Changes. All the time...

2011-07-31T20:01:00.000-07:00

I'm making some changes to my notebook 5 minute mind power thing (in case you are wondering what the heck I am talking about, I wrote a half-assed introduction ~with pictures!~ here.) If you are wondering where I got the idea for the whole thing, look up John Kehoe. Awesome stuff. Life changing stuff... maybe someday I will write more about it, but for now....

Here is the short explanation: Write down 5 items/areas of life in which you want to improve on or attract into your life. Spend 5 minutes on each item. Think/Feel about only those subjects. Concentrate! Profit.

So this is what is was:
1. Everyday in every way everything is getting better. (repeated)
2. Thank you for my healthy body. (repeated)
3. Thuy (prayer / sending good vibes)
4. I get results quickly.
5. Bless Everyone.

I need to change it a little bit.
1. SAME
2. SAME
3, SAME
4. My Money is Multiplying. (repeated)
5. I have faith in People, God and Myself. (repeated)

I needed to get rid of "I get results quickly" because I don't care and it's too vague. What results?
Things do happen fast, that's for sure. Good enough for me.

I just changed up "Bless Everyone" to "I have faith in People, God and Myself" because I've learned recently that that is the true way to real confidence. It says it in the bible somewhere. I found it out in a book called "Today We are Rich" by Tim Sanders (which is quick, easy and enjoyable read).

I put in "My Money is Multiplying" because I would like more money (who doesn't?). I want to be pulling in enough money so I can move out of my mother's house (embarrassing to admit, right?) and get a place with my boyfriend that our two dogs can also live in and we can be a happy little family everly after.

I can't seem to decide on an exact numerical figure. Is that bad? I mean, should I say I want a million dollars? This is where "The Law" gets confusing to me, because it really has yet to work a miracle in this arena. Small little things, sure maybe. I'm thankful and not downplaying the abundance I've already received. But obviously it's not been enough to lift me out of this current situation. I'm a smart person with talent. I got some of those things. There is an obvious missing element to this success formula and I need to work on that. That's all I know.

So that's that for now.

A Perfect Ritual

2011-07-31T18:44:00.000-07:00

First or all, the word "Ritual" sounds really Wiccan to me. I'm not. I'm a pretty plain-jane mostly normal nerdy lady who really if anything played too many rpgs and read too many self help books over the years (like I'm ever going to stop). Overall, I'm a pretty down to earth person of sound mind, or so I'd like to think.

I had an idea the other day for a ritual (meditation or reading) that would include the four elements.

Fire: Light a Candle.
Air: Deep Breathing.
Water: Drink a Glass of Water.
Earth: Sit outside in a chair, preferably barefoot, feet on the ground...
Time to spend: About a half hour...

This would be something I would do as a meditation, just deep in thought or reading a book. I feel like having a little ritual of having these things all in one place to sit and relax would be kind of neat.
The only thing that is a tough one is the earth aspect. I mean, I cant always get outside. It gets buggy, it gets dark out, it rains... I just wish that aspect was a little easier for me. I'm not going to bring in some dirt and grow grass in my house (or should I?)... Wouldn't that be madness? My dirty little footrest? How cute. My idea here is to be grounded to the earth.

And yes, I do know of but am not really interested in "grounding technology" (I am sort-of). I've heard about David Wolfe (the freaky power food mushroom dude) and I'm not interested in buying a mat I plug into the wall that generates the earth's chi. If you don't know what I'm talking about just google "David Wolfe grounding technology" It certainly sounds cool, but I'd rather get it naturally and cheap.
...although now that I'm looking, I wouldn't mind a sweet pair of grounding flip flops as a Christmas or Birthday Present.... hint hint...

Come at me, bro!

2011-07-31T17:36:00.000-07:00

Today my day started off with a slight hangover. Someone in a truck yelled "fuck you" at me with his hands in the air because I didn't use my blinker at the split on the way home (all I said was "Sorry!!" with a smile as I drove by him). He was stopped at a sign the opposite direction of me and he could've gone a whole 2 seconds earlier if I had used my blinker! Dammit. I know, I'm sorry. My bad. I wasn't awake yet, I was hungover and I had to get ready for work. And I was drinking a water, so one of my hands was occupied while the other was making the turn. I suck, I know... Fuck me, dude. (We are all going to live, though so that's good, right). You will forever be "the hangover morning random road rage fuck you guy." in my mind. Mostly now because I blogged about it. And you made me feel like crap for like... one whole minute. Now it's kinda funny.

The weekend Dunkin Donuts teenagers are terrible employees. Really. Every Sunday the fail ratio on my order is 50/50. Not only did they screw up my order by putting sugar in a coffee I that asked for no sugar, they slathered on chive cream cheese on my bagel in a huge disgusting portion. I asked for chive cream cheese so I could put it on myself. Oh, but that's not all... the dude (I said the DUDE, not a girl, not a cute friendly effeminate guy, a full on GUY-DUDE that looked like he should be working in construction or surely something more manly than a Dunkin' Donuts drive through clerk) So coldly as if I have absolutely no human value speaks at me: "$4.05" (or whatever how much my order cost). Said nothing else, man... no friendliness, no smile... I wondered if he was an asshole or if he was just stupid. He just handed me my stuff and stared off into bullshit land. (huh?... "thanks?" "have a nice day?" say nothing, really? what?) I didn't check my order (I should have), I just said in my own Billy May's projecting my voice kind of way "THANK YOU, HAVE A NICE DAY!" (*with a smile) and drove off to work. I was fuckin' bullshit!

So then I get to work and then find out how they screwed up my order. Now, in the world of Law of Attraction, I have to ask, why does this bullshit keep happening today? I am obviously having a bad morning, but why? This isn't normal. It's just an annoying pattern so far unfolding through my day. Whats next? Well, I dunno. Something better than this... I've got to think about stuff that I LIKE! THINK!

The girls at DD during the week are AWESOME. Nice Brazilian ladies, say good morning to me, I say good morning to them, they know who I am and brighten my day as soon as I say hello through the drive-through speaker. It's just so easy. Maybe I am spoiled by their awesome service during the week that when I come through and deal with teenage wasteland every Sunday I don't know what to do with myself.

What is my solution? Starbucks. Yes. Starbucks is right across the street and I think that is where I am going on Sundays from now on. I could go complain to management at the DD. But I don't care to continue it any further and I know any thing that will be done isn't really going to make me happy. That group of Sunday employees rotate every month, so in about a month I could be dealing with the same problem again. So forgetaboutit. I still love my Brazilian barristas at DD, never screw up an order, always tastes awesome. But those kids, man... fuck them. I remember being a little bastard teenager that didn't give a shit about my job, either. So I get it. But I'm not doing business with you fuckers.

I sound negative, don't I? Well, let's see. Bless the teenagers, let them learn the lessons of the workplace real world and figure it out on their own. If you want tips, be awesomely disgustingly nice and friendly even if it is fake, it will still work. Thank you for the lovely genuine Brazilian women that make my coffee and bagel right everyday during the week. Bless that dickhead that needed to yell "fuck you" at a total stranger this morning that just wasn't quite awake yet.. may he reap what he sow and live howeverly ever after.

That's it, man. The rest of my day went swimmingly well. What was my point... I did have one.

Even though someone (like myself) chooses to be primarlity a positive force seeking to attract wonderful and rewarding experiences, there is always going to be a random bullshit challenge area... how you chose to react to these bullshit situations is entirely up to you and will determine future outcomes. I think of it as manifestations that are coming from the past that need to be cleaned up right now in the present. As long as in the end you reach for the better feeling empowering feeling (and the quicker you do it) feeling the initial negativity at first is completely normal... the trick is to recognize it quickly and redirect your energy towards something that just simply feels better (like happy, good, peace n' love feeling).

Does that makes sense?

Challenges...

2011-07-30T15:01:00.001-07:00

Yes it is challenging to keep up a positive mood all damn day. It's hot out, I don't feel like it and I am too tired. Some bullshit happened today, but it was minor. Not enough to entertain and allow to multiply. Any excuse for a bad mood is a bad one. I don't care who you are or what happened. I make excuses, too. Bad habit. I see it now as all the more reason to escape to an air conditioned room or jump in the tub to chant out some good phrases and repeat it until you are feeling the magic again. Right now I'm huddled up in my home office with my techno music playing sitting in front of a mirror repeating out loud 'Everyday in Every Way Everything is Getting Better'... 4 more pages to go and 20 minutes later you best bet I'm ready to continue at full power. PLOW through it! I'm a super hero(ine) full of the power of LOVE!

I thought i spelt challenges wrong. Spelt should be a word. Spelled. Whatever.

On a Techno Kick....

2011-07-30T10:45:00.000-07:00

http://www.shoutcast.com/Internet-Radio/party

this is the fastest easiest place to find and play decent radio stations....
they work on mobile phones, too if you get the 'retro radio' app....

enjoy... utz utz utz utz

back to the laundry...

Notebooks

2011-07-29T16:52:00.001-07:00

I have a binder book with neon cardstock pages. about 5. I will sit in front of a mirror (if repeating phrase) and say these things to myself for 5 minutes. (hence the cell phone stopwatch). Everyday. Each thing for 5 minutes. I date the corner of when I started it and record each time I do it.

Everyday in every way everything is getting better.

Thank you for my healthy body.

This is Thuy. I sponsor this child though childfund. I picked 5 minutes a day to pray for happiness for her and her family.

I get results quickly...

Bless Everyone!

ill explain more later? i have to go now.

shufflin robot

2011-07-29T16:46:00.000-07:00

because google plus can. google=+ :P
plus.

Woo!

2011-07-28T18:26:00.000-07:00

maldives

Wee!

2011-07-28T18:23:00.000-07:00

YAY!

2011-07-28T17:24:00.000-07:00

Positive Mind Insanity Challenge

2011-07-28T16:18:00.000-07:00

Heeey!

I'm in a good mood. I'm in a mood for sharing, writing down some stuff I think is good. My experiment. I want to document it, so I am. For the next 30 days I am going to be actively be forcing myself into a better mood all the time, just fueled by my own desire, will, love, freedom, happiness. I am going to plow into it with everything I got. It's challenging, but rewarding and fun. It is very much just like going insane, but not in a way that is scary (or harmful to anyone). Maybe a little scary nerve-wise, but exciting and good.

I've already been doing it for about 2 days... Well actually... since Sunday afternoon driving home from the cape. I was... mentally forcing myself to feel good. I Feel better... I Feel better... Thank you for my healing. Thank you for my health. I was hungover a tiny bit. I was a bit rough from poor diet over the vacation weekend. However, most of my crap feelings were from smoking cigarettes. I knew right then and there this was the time to quit once more. I don't have a very hard time quitting nowadays. I used to have zero will to quit.

Now I quit, but I fall back into it again. And then quit again. It's ok. I know I should really quit and right now I'm on the good side. It's just an addiction. It's bad for me. But it's like part of your diet. Like chocolate cake. You can't eat chocolate cake everyday. I don't care what bill cosby says, you shouldn't have it for breakfast either.

Anyway, I really don't like feeling certain things about being a smoker. The feeling in my inner ears that feels like something is inflamed and itchy. My throat, my chest feels gross and heavy. You know? What do i need to feel like that for? I still like smoking. I just hate the side effects. At least I've put down the habit easy enough this time (it's been 4 days cold turkey).

I send a message to myself:
"Yeah!!! YEAAAAH!" and smile. and feel joy. for what? I don't know. for being alive. just look around for a second to find one thing to be like "YEAH ALRIGHT" about. and be thankful.

I'm forcing myself to be vigilant of my thoughts and feelings all the time. I am on the lookout for bad thought patterns and frumpy feelings, little nasty feelings, sad poor me feelings... I haven't looked hard enough at this part of myself. I've just been kinda glazing over these feelings as they come up... you know, all while looking through all the other crap around me and trying to figure out how to live with that... then.

But I'm not really even glazing over these things, though. Obviously they have manifested and reared it's monster poison leachiness. These sick little thought patterns. It is always innocent enough.

This blog is long enough for now. I want to post little quick ideas that come into my head at time, not write a novel. I have 30 days to do that. I have other stuff I want to do. Tell you about it later.

Youtube & Twitter/kaiger00

2011-03-18T09:19:00.000-07:00

Hey everyone... i just do not have time like i used to to post videos and information on this blog. I still am always looking for funny, interesting and thought provoking videos and documentaries and you can find them through my youtube account and twitter. Let's be friends!

please check out my youtube page for videos:
http://www.youtube.com/user/kaiger00

and follow me on twitter:
http://twitter.com/zazzlejunky

Walled World

2010-03-21T12:45:00.000-07:00

Click the image to redirect to the source at incredimazing.com

Most Polluted Places in the World

2010-03-21T12:40:00.000-07:00

Click the image to redirect to source at ngpowereu.com

Alzheimers

2010-03-17T22:30:00.000-07:00

This is one of my all time favorite pictures found on the internet.
I wish I could forget about my problems that easily, sometimes.
I envy this woman.

The World vs. New Video Game

2009-11-21T13:57:00.000-08:00

Click the image to see at full view.

From GameSpy.

Earthlings

2009-11-07T14:20:00.000-08:00

I want to live in a world where there is an abundance of love and mutual respect for every single living thing on this planet. When you think on the idea of the Law of Attraction, much like Karma that our thoughts, actions and feelings determine our future, and that we are all connected as one collective consciousness and in order to evolve we must change from the following barbaric ways as depicted in this movie:

"EARTHLINGS is a feature length documentary about humanity's absolute dependence on animals (for pets, food, clothing, entertainment, and scientific research) but also illustrates our complete disrespect for these so-called "non-human providers." The film is narrated by Academy Award nominee Joaquin Phoenix (GLADIATOR) and features music by the critically acclaimed platinum artist Moby"

Fabled Enemies

2009-11-05T06:19:00.000-08:00

Fall Of The Republic

2009-10-28T12:51:00.000-07:00

Iraq for Sale

2009-10-21T08:14:00.000-07:00

A Robert Greenwald film about corporations in Iraq. To watch more great movies or to learn the truth about the 9/11 attacks, visit WWW.TRUTH911.NET

Brainwave Balancing Music

2009-10-16T13:48:00.000-07:00

I wanted to share with you some really great music for balancing your brain and obtaining peaceful altered states of mind that would perhaps take years of mediation training without. You will need headphones in order for this to word. I found a few great channels here and wanted to share them with you. By clicking on the name above the video, you will be re-directed to their channel page on YouTube. For a better explanation as to what this type of music really is these channel owners would describe them far better than me. There are hundreds of these videos out there. They are great for de-stressing, relaxing, and re-focusing. The visuals are quite pretty as well. These three so far are my favorite artists. Enjoy!

JezebelDecibel

ThetaRealms

MountainMystic9

Thoughts Become Things

2009-10-16T10:12:00.000-07:00

End Game

2009-10-14T13:21:00.000-07:00

The Blueprint for Global Enslavement

The World According to Monsanto

2009-10-14T10:46:00.000-07:00

On March 11 a new documentary was aired on French television - a documentary that Americans won’t ever see. The gigantic bio-tech corporation Monsanto is threatening to destroy the agricultural biodiversity which has served mankind for thousands of years.

The Magnificent Deception

2009-10-14T10:32:00.000-07:00

This is a great video, and there is more. It goes over the deceptive tactics used by lawyers and the government in general. Rob Menard is from Canada, but many of the topics he covers are very relevant to the United States. For more Videos from him search: "Think Free" in google video. I've also Included his other video: Bursting Bubbles of Government Deception below.

A Conversation with Louise Hay

2009-10-14T10:20:00.000-07:00

Years ago, When I began my search for truth for why things are the way they are today and as I began to uncover the many secrets and conspiracies surrounding the New World Order, I will admit there were many times where I would feel hopeless, panicked, angry and lost. I think anyone researching these subjects can easily become depressed and mentally unhealthy. For this reason I believe it is a must to have a balanced sense of being... as an individual and on a collective sense. Louise Hay was the first person to "appear" when I needed something to bring me out of the funk with her book "You Can Heal Your Life." Now watching her videos, It feels like listening to a wise old grandmother. She has many videos on Youtube to check out. - Kari

Chemical Dumbing Down of USA

2009-10-14T10:03:00.000-07:00

Why is America so brainwashed by the corporate media? Why do we care more about American Idol and sports games than being poisoned with mercury in our vaccinations and sodium fluoride in our water supply? America needs to wake up and get the facts about our chemical manipulation before it's too late.

http://www.fluoridealert.org
http://www.infowars.com
http://www.prisonplanet.com

Complete Idiot's Guide to the NWO

2009-10-14T10:00:00.000-07:00

How to Get Fat Without Trying:

2009-10-14T09:51:00.000-07:00

Peter Jennings news report on Food Industry, Obesity and the truth of government farm substities.

How is the US obesity & health epidempics tied to corn and government funding?

Statism is Dead: The Matrix

2009-10-14T09:44:00.000-07:00

Expanded Version of You

2009-10-14T09:39:00.000-07:00

Abraham tells us, "Just love everybody that interacts with you no matter how personally, or how peripherally, involved with you they are. The efficiency of the people who deal with you... everything is orchestrated by the manager called Law of Attraction. And your vibration is setting all of it into motion. Everything affecting you is a reflection of the vibration that you are emitting. Spend more time focused upon your dream than upon the reality. The reality gives birth to the dream... but the dream is where you are wanting to put your attention."
- Abraham

I Met the Walrus

2009-10-14T09:33:00.000-07:00

In 1969, a 14-year-old Beatles fanatic named Jerry Levitan snuck into John Lennon's hotel room in Toronto and convinced him to do an interview. 38 years later, Levitan, director Josh Raskin and illustrator James Braithwaite have collaborated to create an animated short film using the original interview recording as the soundtrack. A spellbinding vessel for Lennon's boundless wit and timeless message, I Met the Walrus was nominated for the 2008 Academy Award for Animated Short.

Girl Who Silenced the UN

2009-10-14T09:29:00.000-07:00

Severn Suzuki, in a speech from 1992. For the original link, visit http://www.karmatube.org

One Trillion Dollars:

2009-10-14T09:22:00.000-07:00

It's official, trillion is the new billion. No longer is government spending talked about in terms of a mere ten digits. With the recent flurry of government spending, we are going to need another three zeros to make sense of it all. One trillion dollars is a number that few people can comprehend, let alone your standard nine digit calculator. So what does one trillion dollars look like?

1958 Prediction by Robert Welch

2009-10-14T08:58:00.000-07:00

Proof that the NEW WORLD ORDER has been planned by the elite. Robert Welch, Founder of The John Birch Society, predicted today's problems with uncanny accuracy back in 1958 and prescribed solutions in 1974 that are very similar to Ron Paul's positions today. This is proof that there are plans in place by the elite to systemically disassemble US sovereignty. I wonder who those elite are.

Creature From Jekyll Island

2009-10-13T10:23:00.000-07:00

Kymatica

2009-10-10T07:37:00.000-07:00

We're The Govt. and You're Not.

2009-10-09T19:07:00.000-07:00

WTF Collective

2009-10-05T16:19:00.000-07:00

Setting Your Vibrational Tone

2009-09-24T15:25:00.000-07:00

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If you liked the "The Secret" you will love the many videos you can find by searching for "Abraham Hicks" in youtube or google video.

Hope you all are doing well - God Bless.

Everybody Love Everybody

2009-09-21T07:12:00.000-07:00

From the movie Semi-Pro. I've always thought this was a great message. The movie isn't bad, either... I'm selling this t-Shirt design here.

Everything is OK

2009-09-18T14:23:00.000-07:00

Double click the video to visit their Youtube page. It's chock full of more great stuff. I find it very empowering. Awesome Stuff!

Recession to Depression?

2009-08-26T10:58:00.000-07:00

Want to hear more from Peter Schiff aka Dr Doom? Check out his YouTube Page:

http://www.youtube.com/user/SchiffReport

Wilkinson's Family Restaraunt

2009-08-24T19:08:00.000-07:00

Jim and My new favorite music video. Gotta admire the creativity. Too funny.

The Cougar Chart

2009-08-17T05:36:00.000-07:00

click to see full size

source: youbentmywookie.com

[i'm almost a puma and that's pretty cool]

I.O.U.S.A.

2009-08-17T05:13:00.000-07:00

I.O.U.S.A. - One Nation. Under Debt. In Stress.
Patrick Creadon and Christine O'Malley
www.iousathemovie.com

"Wake up, America! We're on the brink of a financial meltdown. I.O.U.S.A. boldly examines the rapidly growing national debt and its consequences for the United States and its citizens. Burdened with an ever-expanding government and military, increased international competition, overextended entitlement programs, and debts to foreign countries that are becoming impossible to honor, America must mend its spendthrift ways or face an economic disaster of epic proportions."

The Human Journey

2009-08-14T07:57:00.000-07:00

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http://mindtube.tv/video/396/The-Human-Journey

Wealth Manifestation

2009-08-14T07:55:00.000-07:00

Law Of Attraction Powerful Wealth Manifestation Affirmation

Food Matters Movie

2009-08-14T07:40:00.000-07:00

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http://www.foodmatters.tv/

This Movie ROCKS! It's A Must SEE.

I was lucky enough to see this when Jim bought Colon Cleanse a few months ago.
They sent this movie free with it.

Other Notable Movies: Fast Food Nation & Supersize Me.

This is Why You're Fat

2009-08-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

http://thisiswhyyourefat.com/

gross pics of fatty food.

Tattoo Chart

2009-08-14T06:45:00.000-07:00

Click Image to See Full Size @ Cracked.com

Happiness! is a Moral Obligation

2009-08-14T06:43:00.000-07:00

How's Your News?

2009-07-16T20:32:00.000-07:00

How's Your News? This turned into an MTV show. A year ago it was just an internet thing. It's a bunch of "mentally disabled" people reporting the news and interviewing people, even celebrities. I absolutely love this show. Check out their original site here.

Everything is Terrible

2009-07-08T05:21:00.000-07:00

Everything is Terrible Every thing is Terrible on this site. Most of it is infomercial type cable access crap, but strangely addicting. Terrible acting, terrible camera, terrible graphics, terrible music. I can say terrible enough! Wow. They also have a YouTube Channel.

RIP MJ

2009-06-26T06:48:00.000-07:00

My Favorite MJ Picks:
Blood on the Dance Floor - Working Day & Night - In the Back
Threatened - Privacy - Invincible - Ghost - Is it Scary?
Morphine - Off the Wall - Jam - They Don't Care
Stranger in Moscow - Leave Me Alone - Beat It - Billie Jean
Thriller - Smooth Criminal - Scream - Dirty Diana

Boats n' Hoes T-shirt

2009-06-22T14:52:00.001-07:00

If you have not seen the move "Step Brothers" The following design will not make sense to you.

Boats n' Hoes by Kaiger
Design a Custom T Shirt with zazzle

Octagon

2009-06-22T10:00:00.000-07:00

Yes, please stop. I've seen your movies, Jack. What the heck are you doing on Sesame street!? You look lost! :)

Guess Who?

2009-06-20T12:17:00.001-07:00

Jurassic Hey!

2009-06-20T11:48:00.000-07:00

I thought this was funny :)

-k

ROAD RAGE

2009-06-01T18:53:00.001-07:00

Besides people Riding on My Rear - Not Using a Blinker IS my next biggest Pet peeve.